I am giving myself over to you Lord!

I used to believe that I can do a lot of things and considered myself an organized multi-tasker able to take on the world but... I can give all I am, I can fake a smile, I can pretend, I can be a machine day in and day out, I can do it, I will get through it, I best under pressure, I will take any challenge because I am an overachiever. But....I'm only human and I can crash and fall down- want to hide from the world; tucked away in my closet and cry. I should be strong and fight, but I just want to escape somedays and just be me and not worry what people will think. I can do it...I can do it...but I'm only human and I cry when things get too much for me to handle. I avoid so many situations because of my anxiety. I want to give everything I am over to the Lord. Please take care of me Lord and just get me through it. As each day passes it gets harder and harder - take my suffering away Lord and ease my pain.